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THE PTM CONUNDRUM: A Tale of Twist

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Later that day when I reached home I was very much drenched in fear, I refrained any moment where I get to sit with my parents. You think, a boy who just has screwed up his favorite paper and after knowing the marks had not told his parents. Just think of the all the most dreadful circumstances you were in and sum them up.That was my situation at the point. I skipped my dinner and stayed low, forging an excuse of tummy ache. Thought it would be better to get a moral support for Ma. Night was long perhaps or I was sleepless. Next day when I woke up it was very early, so early that stars were still twinkling up in the night sky and moon on guarding their back. At that moment I did what a most stupid child wont even think off doing in those circumstances, I got dressed up, tried to woke my brother asked if would like to join me in the morning sky watch. But he was he, no matter what I did he kept on snoring and with growing desperation it grew louder and louder only. With courage

THE RHAPSODIZING INTEGRATION: A TRYST WITH DESTINY! (PART-2)

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So after I got the lowest marks on my maths paper my heart was pulverized. Even after a great introspection I was unable to think about the outcome of the event which has just now occurred. My mind was void sans thoughts. The feeling of that moment was so obscene that I felt like taking the great leap, the humanity has ever known after Mr. Buzz Aldrin, or else I should never return home. Then I chose the latter one cause the first one was bit dangerous and in Dhanbad, my school had no place to take a hike. I was also thinking and praying lord that may the bus, dump me to some of my friend's house (which was actually done). I was feeling lonely, and so much vulnerable simultaneously for the first time. For, my mind as unaware to process signals which it was produced at the instant. I was so drenched in fear that I was dragging myself at a staggering pace to pick a seat in my bus. After I took a spot in bus behind some fellow seniors. And when the engine roared off, which some

THE RHAPSODIZING INTEGRATION: A Tale Of Maths! (PART-1)

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some great minds do start their journey here! Tomorrow is the day for which I was not longing the most A day which I wish could not have come in my life. The day that will be embarking a very new journey. Days that can change my fate and days which I will remember for the rest of my life, Yep with utmost dissatisfaction all I can say now is tomorrow would be the last day for Maths exam, What could be the best I have prepared for it, to bid adieu to my oldest and most amazing friend. Not to forget the fact it was a huge syllabus. The best part of the exam tomorrow, it is ending in the lap of my  favorite  course. I can't say now, how much I will miss it, but I'll accept many of my fondest memories are only through it.  I am good at maths so what, many of you will think how come this will matter in the a persons' life. But in my tale of life even the slightest thing can offset a drastic change which in turn will give a wide range of experience. Though maths I got som

LONELINESS, IS IT A PROBLEM?

There is a moment in life when you find anything in scrambled letters, any shape in shapeless clouds, your ringtone keeps humming in mind. This is the moment or the way I prefer it feeling lonely, or in a better manner congratulation the lonely phase of your life has just begun! Sit back, hold tight for you may fall a lot in these times.It the time when you need a hug when you are so desperate that you even talk to your pets(can be imaginary too :P) or cajole yourself in the happening world dreams. In this time, you feel so lonely that even time seems to cease and seconds turns to hours. I know this loneliness comes to everyone's life. More ever it is a general phase of life. You believe it or not but according to a report that too on college goers it got stated as a fact. Even among us girls are the most lonely. This may be a persisting problem in front of us but the fact is this is the sole reason for the most of the problems that we face in our life afterwards as depression,